One word on how you feel today

[anon89892515]

[LuluJo]

Black and blue…

[goBlue24]

Optimistic

[anon46927530]

Oh no! You ok?

[mleclaire]

Grateful ‍♂

[Twowaymirror]

Exuberant af

[MandiH]

Happy late birthday David!!! Hope you had a kick ass day and week!

[LuluJo]

Thank you, I am not ok. I know what needs to be done, I need time. I was in a great place, Two relapses in six months and on day 91 I had a drink for his memorial. About a week after I from getting the news,did not run for the bottle. immediately. My ex boyfriend and a really close friend, one of my few lifelines shot and killed himself. Loving someone for 22 years and always in touch, could talk about anything…After my brother the void doubled. I need to give myself time to grieve. Up and down. I will survive.

[anon46927530]

I wish I had words that would help. I care about you and will keep you in my prayers

[Addictive]

Different, in a good way

[anon44659383]

I can’t even think of anything to write. What you are going through is unimaginable. I just want you to know that I think about you every day​:sparkling_heart:

[anon19498634]

Prettydarngud

[CaptAZ]

as thick headed as a bull, duh!

[Englishd]

Caustic probably feels older today

[Linzabeth]

Terrified…

[LuluJo]

Ready to turn the lights off.

[anon44659383]

Don’t you even!

[Wunderbar]

I’m Excited

[LuluJo]

I won’t. Sometimes I have to say it as if there is a way out but no.

Thank you for your kindness

Much love.

[f_f]

Proud.

Dinner party last night. Not one sip. Down side: still stayed up late and slept only 5 hrs —> not feeling completely rested. Up side: no hangover!