Sober and grateful
Productive! Even though I had to reset yesterday, waking up sober today felt good. I've done lots around the house and even went out to do some photography. It's been a pretty good day one.
My thoughts on replay over and over. Shame and guilt are helping me to obsess over things I can't change. Prayer is helping. I'm doing it every 3-5 minutes. Ugh
Two words. On Course
A day of downs and strength. Still persevering!
Uneasy. Went to a party last night with old friends. Drank sparkling water. All the moms had cups of wine. Felt like everyone knew why I wasn't joining in.
...Hey, it's hyphenated so still one-word right? While a tired/groggy Monday - I'm feeling good and inspired - I'll hit 21 days (3 weeks) tonight! Lots to look forward to!
Congrats on 21,three weeks. Big step.
My word for today is, "gay".
I feel quite gay today although i am a fully blown heterosexual married man.
Its just.. last night when i was looking up at all the stars in the clear nights sky it reminded me of all the hot guys out there.
Happy, excited and scared. All at the same time.
Blessed and happy
Finally settling into my new lifestyle, visioning my next set of goals, ready to kick ass!
Joyful.Booking tattoo today.
PensiveJust a few days till the one month mark and going strong but friendships and relationships and friendships seem to be desentagrating!
Relieved. Yesterday was an extremely tough day to get through. Had cravings from 9 am until 7:40 pm. But I made it through and I'm proud!