Relaxed and calm.
blessed for sober life and out standing
Better, alot better.
i feel exhausted today
Keep strong. U can do it.
BlasƩyettubby
Anxious. Had horrible anxiety the last few days but Iām battling thru it.
Lonely
Talked to my wife who left me four months ago. She was mean to me on the phone, thought crossed my mind about having a drink, but then remembered what itās doing to my mind and body. Iām done being confused by her and abused by my addiction to both my love for her and booze. Fishing after work will help!
Yoga, deep breathing, walks by myself- anything to distract myself. You?
Afraid of relapse. Made it to 99 days today. Really, really wanted wine. Fear of having to go through withdrawal again and disappointing my family kept me going.
Sorry to be a tool folks but Iām doing very well and Iām doing it on my terms as it should be.
Keep staying strong!! 99 is incredible!! Think of how proud you will feel at 100! Iāve wen struggling a lot this past week (and from reading posts on the forum, it seems that quite a few other people have been struggling too) but I just keep pushing through, reminding myself that being sober is a wonderful thing and that we should all be extremely proud of ourselves. We are bettering ourselves, our physical health, our mental health, and our futures.
Odd. So here is day 100. Trying to remind myself of the awful parts of drinkingā¦the shakes, wine breath, memory loss, expenseā¦
Productiveā¦
self motivated
Trepidation-hospitalin6hours-retinamaybedetaching!Yikes!
Like Iām being lied too
My motto - Just because Iām paranoid doesnāt mean Iām wrong.
Yay!Retinanotdetaching-justamassivefānfloater.Shit.