Funny how things change… I feel like crap! But is what is truly sick my old response would of been to take a drink to fix me up. I can sit here and lie and tell you that I have not had that cross my mind BUT hell NO that’s not going to happen. This is the first time I’ve felt like pooh since I started this journey and I am sure if I give this enough time "this too shall pass ". Progress not perfection and I’m learning.