Sorry to hear that Jason. I know from your posts u have recently experienced a significant loss. I can tell u, even without having experienced that loss, “depressed and lonely” is a common description I apply to myself.
Have u been doing anything to fill that void? That’s gonna be a key component in moving forward through your cycle of grief and onward through your sobriety.
Everything in life is a cycle, you’ve been hit hard at the front end of this and u certainly feel hopeless, but things will improve, u just have to learn how to move with that loss and progress through the process.