Because that is what you are when you kick the poison.
Hungry. Decided to do a one day fasting. A couple of these a month are apparently good for you so why not. It’s 10:25 am and I could eat a horse so wish me luck
Got out my area to see if would help with recovery. Without the dealers and local pubs I have managed to stay clean for a month now. Best choice I ever made getting out of the area for awhile.
Ok. I feel ok. My tinnitus is driving me bonkers but that’s ok.
Emotional. I get really stressed. I hope this passes and I know it doesn’t take much for me to get overwhelmed but I just want some peace.
Exposed, like all my human goo is on display.
In active I was broken
In recovery I am hopeful
The band-aid is off, the bleeding begins
Feeling dead today
16 days…back to work…structure feels good.
Slow! Went for a run today after two weeks off (holidays and extreme cold). Feel so out of shape in just two weeks!
How’d u get on lovely?
I felt vulnerable and quiet yesterday. The new day has just started, going to workout and then off to the abbey for Mass.
Thanks for asking! How are you doing?
Yeah a bit flat today but okay
Okay. Feel ok. I’ll take that and run with it
Okay isnt great but ok isnt high so ok must be great cause being sober is. Lol @Timetochange
I’m going to keep plodding down this road
And then when I have some time under my belt I’ll hopefully feel ok with ok