Very grateful.
Very hopeful
I am determined.
Not enough espresso.
Indifferent.
Motivated
Fabulous ( 271 days)
Momentous
Sick
Optimistic
Cant just write Lost as its not 10 characters
That’s it isn’t it. Its not just the drinking. It’s the plotting, the hiding it, causing bother, blackouts, hangovers, anxiety, shame and guilt. No thanks to all that.
Sad. Because of what my addiction has done to my life… And year ago my dear grandmother passed away. 4 months ago also my dear grandfather passed away. I am so f*cking sad. I am writing this while tears are falling down my face.
The last year has been the hardest thing in my life. I am so messed up with all these feelings. Please God help me.
Tempted I still have a burning desire to act out
I can feel you. Stay strong buddy!
No thanks indeed. Just heading back from holiday and it was sober and brilliant, no guilt or anxiety caused by alcohol and I’m leaving in better shape than I came.
It’s good to be free from the grip.
Determined!!! And also cardio cross fit!!!
Ready. Tired. Worn. Forward.
Confident.