I’m now at day 25,5. At my last attempt of getting sober I relapsed on day 26. Looking back to that time now. I was full of negative feelings, still doing the same things all the time but expecting a different result = this is not possible. I was thinking about alcohol nonstop and it was so hard staying sober. This time I boost myself with positivity as much as possible. Some days are shitty, some days are awesome. Normal life i guess.
I’ll enjoy some Star Trek now, having a shower after that and then going to bed early