I am determined.
Not enough espresso.
Like a laser beam
I’m sure tomoro I’ll be back to chaotic
Ok…you win with enchanted!
Fabulous ( 271 days)
Cant just write Lost as its not 10 characters
That’s it isn’t it. Its not just the drinking. It’s the plotting, the hiding it, causing bother, blackouts, hangovers, anxiety, shame and guilt. No thanks to all that.
Sad. Because of what my addiction has done to my life… And year ago my dear grandmother passed away. 4 months ago also my dear grandfather passed away. I am so f*cking sad. I am writing this while tears are falling down my face.
The last year has been the hardest thing in my life. I am so messed up with all these feelings. Please God help me.
Tempted I still have a burning desire to act out
I can feel you. Stay strong buddy!