Nope, I know, my rational brain kicked in and said are you REALLY thinking about this, cat medicine. Come on.
Shit, I would have been thinking about it too lol, for about one.second. that’s all I give those thoughts. One second and that shit better be out of my head or I’m coming in after it and whoopin’ it’s ass.
So, yeah, maybe not… I can tell he’s taken enough today. Can’t get mad cause I was right there but I kinda am. So now what ? Blahhhh
What’s the update this morning? Dr. Derek is up and about lol.
Nope. By the end of the night he was back up to his normal amount.
Self detoxing is very hard. I think Donnie did it, but most addicts cannot. Just drop him off at a detox center lol
I know, I’m remembering that. I self detoxed at home so I was hopeful.
I was never able to. The physical pain was way to much for me to handle
Its definately hard as fuk! And dicipline taking less is so hard when u know u get relief when taking it. You have to feel some withdrawl shinning thru or your bodys not going to heal. Kinda no pain no gain in a sense. Its works the same as our doc. We didnt become addicted over nite or with one use. Ive been thru some rough wds thru my years of use going 3-5days no money. So maybe the little wd i had after the sub wasnt so bad to me but others would wanna die still.
Ugh, I get sick just thinking about it lol. I would cry from the pain. Then I would cry bc my emotions were a wreck. Then I’d cry bc I was throwing up.
I got hit with some PAWS today and decided to tackle it head on and went for a 9.3 mile bike ride. Normally I’m fine after that distance but today I am feeling it. Still waaaaay better than what I was feeling though
Kratom is a grey area homeopathic herb that I have found great for detoxing…nature’s own suboxone…I’m currently detoxing off of heroin getting ready to give this deal another shot…going to detox isn’t a reality for everyone and there are guidelines online one can find for the use of kratom…my view is this…here the DEA couldn’t find substantial evidence to regulate kratom although it is psychoactive…it’s about as intense as a cup of coffee m…however the fda is now going after the sale of kratom and I’m sure that eventually big pharma will attempt to try and isolate the alkaloid responsible for helping opiate addicts…just a little info for those who might be interested…I do not however recommend long term use
I would consult with a doctor before taking any herb/drug you have to buy on the internet. There was a time where cocaine, heroin, mdma and lsd were all legal to buy and possess in the United States… I’m not going to get into a debate over this again but just be wary of buying anything online. It’s unregulated and coming from an unknown source so I just want everyone to stay safe.
And you can still have wd from it too… imagine that!
I’ve seen people going through it so I don’t have to imagine lol. Just like I’ve seen people go through wd on loperamide. That never did anything for me when I tried it.
Yeah everyone says that works too but ive never tried it… my withdrawls were way too servere for it to do anything probably anyway. We seen my sobriety tapering a sub vs keepgoing taking kratom. I was feeling better way ahead of him. Plus he couldnt jump off it. So how innocent can this “natural” herb be?
Well rest assured I tried loperamide on behalf of both of us and it didn’t touch me at like 120 mg. It just gave me cramps so you were smart in not doing it!
Sometimes people need to learn the hard way about some things. Luckily by the time I was offered kratom I was waaaaay past the point of thinking it would work. For me I needed to take everything under the watchful eye of trained professionals.
I still give you all the credit in the world for doing that on your own. They should take blood samples from you to create a serum lol
So is he still trying ? Progression not perfection. Even cutting back will make the process easier for him. I could count thousands of times i acted like being sober was like a full time job plus overtime. just like everyone trying to pick that beer up after work a hard work week. i was pickin a needle up doing the same thing just to fuck myself over. Not many can make it through detox at home so your very fortunate its not for everyone. I hope things are going well for you!
Yes exactly that’s all I do with my bar of soap is put it under the sheet near the bottom of the bed. And if that doesn’t help, you can also rub your legs down with rubbing alcohol.
It’s hard but not impossible. Was doing fake 80 pills that I’m sure that carfentanil. Was doing 160MG - 240MG a day for 5-6 months. Quit cold turkey. The withdrawals were absolute hell but now I’m almost a week clean and starting to get my life back.
How are you sure there was carfentanil in them?