I love weed, idk I just do. I spend most of my money on it. I buy it than burn it… But hey screw money when it comes to being happy… Right? But what happens when your just not happy but smoke it to be numb and run away from emotions. It sucks when you feel like you’ve done everything u always wanted and just don’t know what to do anymore…you’ve tried everything , even if you succeed . you still feel like you lost… Here I go again trying again , writing this while thinking about hitting up my dealer
My opinion you should quit, stop before its to late. You would be better off . But i can’t make you . Your call buddy
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I been trying but my whole circle smokes … So its been a little tough but you are right. I’m going to try even harder… Its becoming a routine instead of a habit … I’m 23 y.o & I’ve done and got everything I’ve always wanted so I get bored real fast and I just hit the weed and then whatever happens happens
Rehab maybe? I do know life is hard , actions do reflects on that. U find Tons of support and advices at this forum.
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Maybe look into outpatient treatment and meet others who are in the same boat, you don’t have to go every single day just start out slow like 1-2 days a week. I’m in IOP and they have been my biggest support system and the tools they’ve taught me have been tremendously useful in overcoming stinking thinking. I thought I’d never stop smoking pot but on my birthday in July I smoked my last one, I found it was causing more paranoia than relaxation and girl I’ve saved so much money and can afford not only to pay bills on time but also gift myself with beautiful clothes and jewelry😊 good luck to you!
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I wont depend on treatment … Power of will it is.
I turned down 2 blunts already today! I can’t express enough how hard it is to pass but I feel like its best to do so… Thank you for the support it really means alot
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