Day 9. Look at me
Your doing brilliantly, you will be up to a 100 days soon enough. One day at a time.!!
I know a had a little tiff today.
I thought I only owed a certain amount - it crushed me I owed $20 more. I just by a hair almost went into a perceived threat response and thought fuck it I am just going to spend. Then I came back and said it’s fine because I am not spending and things will be paid off soon enough.
In doing so you have built up your sober muscles a bit, next time will hopefully be a little easier.
Yes this is true. Not panicking and intentionally relaxing. Knowing that this isn’t forever. Learning to face things with sober emotions and regulate myself. It’s being in a comfortable body. BTW the 12 steps - my ex went to AA meeting (I found the book LOL)! 7 years later! I have it on my desk - between SMART & 12 I am very curious. Going to explore both ontop of traumology courses I am in school for.
Thank you. Thank you for hearing me.
I go to AA meeting I find it very helpful
I am Deaf so it’s little hairy for me! I would if I had an interpreter & looking into wheelchair transport. On my list of things to explore.
Sorry I didn’t know that
LOL then nothing to apologize for. No offense - not like you can S E E me LOL!
Yay!! That’s incredible!
Ofcourse I picked the longest month!!! 5 weeks in October! Lmao
I say fuck! LOL.
Man! I know how to start sober! Lol
Hey how do I get the total savings part???