Pissed off

I have 56 sober today and everyday it is a struggle. Today are traveling to Florida a BS alcohol is everywhere, my husband has to go out side for a cigarette and it is annoying. All I want it a shot nothing full throttle or for it even to go on. Just do it and get over it.However it would never be that easy, the ridiculously that will follow. So for two days I have been take his benzodiazepines 8 know bad… help!! I will be staying in Freeport Florida for the next times days kata

Find a AA meeting down there

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That’s my goa, by girt get there

I think you need to quit the pill too. Aa or Na No offence @Sobertoday2016

Can you get outside? I hate running. HATE it. But I’ll run up a mountain until I cry and cant breath. Then as my breathing slows to a normal pace I feel like all the temptation and bad energy sort of flows out and I can think clear. I end up laughing and smiling back down. I do this for anxiety, anger and when I think I “need” a drink that I know I don’t need.

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