I just wanted to know.
I had my first black out drunk from alcohol.
(Maybe more but I’m sort of convinced that’s only alcohol)
I had a distance relationship. I felt the moon and back for him. Never ever wanted to cheated on him or so. (4 years)
But in the presence there was always my neighbor, when he got issues in the past I was always there for him. When he got divorced by a borderline girl and got worse I always picked up the kids and so on. Our relationship was never ever more then that.
We had some conversation that he likes me and I always turned him down. He als did some moves and I was always able to kick him off me.
My friend said I was naive and had to charge him for thing but I was like nahhh he was I a bad mood and I got that. I’m better that that and I always said if he was the last man then still don’t
I also told the close people around me and my bf at that time.
That day I went for dinner with kids with my formal partner and said to him I just wanted more from our relationship. And to be more colse.
I know I drunk 4 wine and we went back home and I had a agreement with my neighbor Bc his lawsuit. We celebrated the victory. And it was a drink that a lot above my head normal I only drunk wine but now some kind of drink 50% .
I had the picture of the drunk and that’s it. Next time I woke up was with a headache (sleeping clothes on and nothing that make sense to any kind of things)
and one single picture of him in a way that I was thinking was it a dread or….
I know my neighbor is a guy who picks out girls from internet and so on but I had a weird feeling.
Checked my body nothing special. Or weird.
The next day I confronted him and asked what happens. He said he didn’t know much, but we had sex.
The day after I told my (ex) bf what he said.
He walked away and I think my neighbor finds out I didn’t know any of it.
Long story short the week later
I asked him again and he said alllll the things that happens I did. I pulls him on top of me and so on.
Normally when both have sex do it together but his story was I did this I did this
But my question is……
Is that even possible…
Can drunk cost you that?
Police said yeah his story Against yours and all the people around said yeah typically
But i search so much and can’t find a clue.
In my heart I never ever betrayed my ex.
But is it possible
Oh and not drinking again.