Waking up sober to day 3. I was supposed to roll out of bed an hour ago, but my whole house is quiet, so I took the time to lay in bed and read stories here on the forums. I also got a pretty decent sunburn so moving around does not sound lile fun. So, I’ll share today’s plan till either my dog or my baby decide to wake up and need me. Lol.
We have a busy day today, we have blueberry picking with my coworkers at 9, hubs gets to skip that one, just me and the kids. Then we have some errands to run and then at 3 headed to another beach day, celebrating my gym’s anniversary. (I live in Florida, so you’ll hear about many beach days from me.)
Okay, apparently my pup can hear me think about her. So now, I’m out on the porch with her listening to roosters waiting for the sun to rise. That just seems like something a well-adjusted sober person might do.
A little bit more about my time yesterday…the beach day was a huge thing I organized a few weeks back, and I remember making sure I had a friend to drive me because of course I’d be getting drunk. Originally I had planned the whole event around drinking, so i almost cancelled yesterday so I could avoid it. Guess what, I was the only person who thought that way. One of the gals brought a rum punch, but didn’t drink it all, another brought only two beers, and the other only had one or two.Everyone else drank water with me. I wasn’t jealous that they could moderate like that, i was really just observing behaviors. It is just interesting to me that somehow I’m so broken that I have to be an all or nothing type of person. I know I can’t ever drink again and I’m okay with that today.