Well where do I begin just had a bad relapse yesterday kick out of few bars called a lot of people from contacts drunk yelling lost ring and don’t remember almost anything.
The embarrassment the shame the guilt that follows is horrible I’m not a daily drinker but a bad binge drinker I’ve been to 3 rehabs and I just finished an IOP program
The feeling the way people look at you after and the judgment the thing is I’m a really good person
Love my wife kids and pets but when I drink I’m a total ass hole
Tuesday I hopefully get Antabuse and I wanna try hypnosis has anyone tried them any words of encouragement any would be great I feel like going in closet and hiding forever
Get to a AA meeting makes it easier. Best of luck