- My girls need me
- My family deserves the best from me and I want to quit acting like I am the best I can be.
- I want to want to learn again
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As it turns out I’m not helpless. I do have a hand in my fate.
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I want being clean to get easier and easier till I have faith in me again.
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I’m worthy of respect.
- Because at the end of today I will have two months of sobriety under my belt!!!
- I have more energy than I ever had.
- I am starting to trust myself again
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Been focusing on self care. This is a big priority part of it.
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My birthday’s coming up. Want to be feeling fabulous.
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The better I feel, the more I try to better myself. It’s a good cycle.
- I have a few big projects coming at work that I need to accomplish
- I feel like I can start improving other aspects of my life that I always ignored
- Because I told myself I would get a new corgi if I made it 1 year and I really want a new puppy…
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I know I’m not okay in a lot of ways, but I can fix that. I’ve fixed other things, I can fix this.
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I don’t neglect my plants as much when I’m clean.
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I’ve been sleeping better.
- I can actually make plans in a Sunday and not have to stress about being to hungover to go
- I take better care of my animals when I am sober
- My daughters
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I am thoroughly sick of seeing myself as a problem others need to accommodate.
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I’m sick of making a hundred excuses, real or not, and having everyone look at me like a lost cause.
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Life is never as impossible or horrible as it seems. I can find joy, or at least the first stage of happiness.
- I am trying hard to take care of myself for the first time in a long time
- I don’t have much time with my girls, I want to make it count
- I still still want to be a good example for others
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It’s slowly becoming a possibility to me that I might not have to suffer forever. I just assumed it was inevitable but… life isn’t always pain.
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People are still reaching out to me. They still want to lift me up. It’s not polite to dig myself deeper while they’re trying to help.
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It’s two the frick in the morning and I can’t think so I better freaking not screw myself over or I’ll be ticked off.
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I don’t want to give up my deepest desires for short term ones.
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I don’t want to give up on being happy.
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I have someone I want to become, standards to attain.
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Giving up would be giving the people who quit on me the satisfaction and that’s disgusting.
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I’ve got this rad body that does stuff like move around and all. Wouldn’t be right to toss it in the trash.
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It’s my birthday tomorrow YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAY CLEAN FOR THE LOVE OF PEACE AND JOY STAY CLEAN
Happy Birthday!!
- I am finally telling people I am not drinking, I don’t want to then turn around and start back up again.
- I look forward to the challenge of interacting socially sober.
- It is so rewarding being at a party and playing with my girls rather than pushing them away and staying close to the bar
- My kids
- My pets
- My kids
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I got this fantastic weighted blanket and I want to enjoy it uninterrupted.
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I want to end up the same place as my mom after life.
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Happy birthday to me!!!
- I want to enjoy my afternoons with my girls, not struggle thru them
- Work life would barrier me if I weren’t 100%
- My daughters know so much more than we realize, I don’t want them learning horrible life long habits from me.
- I can buy more gifts for my love ones.
- I can have more money for Trips.
- I can hopefully drop a few lbs.
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I hung out with people today. Had I not been clean I wouldn’t have felt good about doing it.
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I think it’d be great to be clean through Halloween.
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What kind of example am I setting for my brothers?
- I want to get thru this weekend sober, I will then forever remember my daughters first year of soccer as my first sober months.
- Still have way to much to stay on top of in my house to waste time drinking.
- My girls look up to me