So im having a shitty day and im gonna start a list of reasons to live/get better on here so i have a nice reference if ever my moods get really bad again. Also, anyone can add to this list and hopefully we can help each other
- I want to graduate and get my dream job.
- I want to see my 4 and 6 year old cousins grow up and be there for them if they need me.
- I want to prove everyone who hirt me in the past wrong and show that i can get through all of this.
- Most of the members of my family (since great great grandpa back in 1917) have been alcoholics/suffered some other addiction. My oldest cousin is dead from a meth overdose. The cycle ends with me.
- I just want to be happy. I want to reach a point where i can look back and say βi made itβ
Idk thats all i can think of rn