I cant even count how many times I’ve downloaded and deleted this app. I’m so tired of the ways alcohol has affected my life. The best time in my life was when I was seven months sober. I’ve never been happier. Knowing that why is it I keep going back. It’s so irrational. My drinking has put me in so many dangerous situations over the years so with unspeakable consequences. When I started drinking again it was because I thought I had to in order to date and have friends. I cannot do it anymore. I’m recommitting.
Maybe ameeting might help wish you well