Relapsed for non stop crying

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Relapse right now. Half gram of smoked heroin. …no words…but i feel ok, except for my guilty sense.
Gonna restard from zero from tomorrow

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Strength and faith and treatment was the best thing that happened to me, 76 days … You got this you can do it … Heroin is the devil and addiction is a terrible disease

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Dear, what kind of treatment?

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That sucks but tomorrow is a new day. You can create longer streaks. Do you have someone you can call when you think about relapsing? I’ve found having someone you trust to talk you out if it and hold you accountable does wonders.

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I my self go to a doctor … My first appt was august 10 I struggled that whole week than put my foot down to myself august 16th at midnight was my last and been taking my medication

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Well your here hon and definitely not alone. Dont beat yourself up. Maybe share WHAT EXACTLY triggered you. A lot of us can relate.

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A lot of people strughling with recovery think meds are a cop out. NO NO NO they aren’t! Even if your doc doesn’t think an Rx is good, keep seeing them for your health:)

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This!

Trusting the health professionals in early recovery probably saved my life more than once.

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@MyFour do you take metadone or something dimilar ?
I don’t want to because o don’t want One more addiction

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Itit was all day that i was crying and soooo anxious…

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Some days are hard. Just remember the person that you want to be!

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Astrid, there are some in recovery who are ABSOLUTELY against suboxone, methodone and that’s fair. IMO Rxs used in recovery are not too diff then insulin for a diabetic. The help stabilize a physical condition. Opiated and alcohol mess the brain up and for some people abstinance cant be achieve without it. So NA and AA groups dont like the Rx. Well, this is America, land of free opinions and innovation :slight_smile:

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I’ve taken so many medicaments (all useless) that i don’t want any anymore

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Yes i know that the situation in America about pharmaceuticals Is all about money . They subscribe medicaments like bonbons! In Italy Is not so tragical but not so different…i dropped vrnlafaxine this summer (an antidepressant) and i felt worst then when i stoped with heroin. 3weeks of withdrow effects. Vomit, pain everywhere…i Lost kgs .at the end of august i was 36kgs. It’s all state shit guys! Don’t want anymore

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@Astrid TOMORROW is a new day be safe tonight I want to see you on here tomorrow saying you are ok.

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I Hope so. I can’t sleep right now my mind can’t turn off . I’ll let you know tomorrow ! @Tanyarae :gift_heart: thanks

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I know. Is terribile. I’ve taken those for years and i Just dropped this summer. Now i only drink drops to sleep but they doesn’t work anymore. I used them too much.the normale dose Is 10drops.tonight I’ve taken 50 and…still here i am . Can’t sleep and feel like i’m gonna cry depressed, and craving obviously

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Suboxone and the drs ween u down from them… I feel normal again…