Relapsed last night😑

Would have been 6 days clean. But my boyfriend and I decided to split a bottle of wine. I didn’t do anything stupid thankfully, and am hoping this didn’t derail my progress too much. But now I’m stuck with the question of what I actually want, sobriety or just limit myself so I can enjoy an occasional drink and not be an idiot. Outside of relapsing which I am mad myself for, it was a really nice night. I’m honestly confused now about my initial decision to be sober.

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Maybe just read your blurb again and then decide…

“It was out of control from the start. But for awhile I’d convinced myself it wasn’t. Now after mess up after mess up and 3 of the most trying years I’ve ever been through I have began to see I don’t wanna be in those clutches ever again. I know I’ve a long road, but I try to remember nothing worth having is easy”

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Nice response :+1:

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Thank you, that actually helped. :blush:

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