On April 2nd i made it to one year clean from cutting
But then 2 weeks ago i relapsed and am still relapsing
Im disappointed but also very relieved to have relapsed instead of how it felt which is totally screwed up. The relapse itself is also so bad with horrible cuts that will leave me permanently horribly scarred. Its been a really awful and hard year so far with spending a month in the hospital and being diagnosed bipolar and schizophrenic and fighting my eating disorder
Thank you for this community i dont know how i wouldve gotten to that one year without this
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That’s a lot to be going through… the fact that you made it to the forum to post about your struggles shows so much strength. Keep being strong!! I’m rooting for you and all of us!
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