Some days the reasons not to drink are so clear, and some days those same reasons influence me to drink. And when I drink enough those same reasons make me break down and feel regret for drinking. I tell myself Im not an alcoholic because I only drink a few beers a day and surely alcoholics drink at least a Bottle, but only because We drink a few and someone drinks more doesnt mean our problem is not as bad, I remind myself that yes someone out there does drink more than me, and at one time drank the same, and at one time drank less.
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