@ this phase of recovery-covery I enjoy /a\ligning more consciously with the Moon as a source for guidance, support, & reliable instruction.
Since healing is rarely linear I’ve found this form of astrological intervention a reminder of a more sustainable & less impulsive way to keep attainable momentum while growing through what the seasons have planted.
Speaking phrases like ‘I’m in retrograde’ in place of ‘I relapsed’ helps to facilitate a more graspable long term maintenance perspective of the evolving process between healing cells. Psychologically, metaphysically, emotionally, & parapsychologically this is helping Me more & more.
Looking upwards towards todays New Moon in Capricorn, “Chiron”, an asteroid energy source known as the ‘wounded healer’ is released from retrograde and provides an ethereal confidence boost.
I’m looking upward to this since the ‘no coffee’ goal I kept for several months entered a retrograde phase during a festive holiday gathering, further illustrating that much like alcohol, when working thru coffee compulsion, I can’t stop after the first s[l]ip of brew.
After months of measurable progress, more than I have maintained [caffeine free] in years, I was played by a hand of coffee. However still okay & moving on because time & healing aren’t linear, they’re MET/a\versal. Relieved that this chapter doesn’t contain a dark sentencing or cast spells of time lost, this sobering initiation into the heart of patience has welcomed Me with strong reception.
There must be a purpose why the caffeine shadow needed participation during this development opportunity, & as an active support to the collective services of recovery, rehabilitation, restoration & revival, I am here for all of it.
4Years 8Months 10Days No //A\lcohol
2Years 6Months No Vaping
successfully progressed through 33 days without caffeine