Thank you every one that reached out on my first post about Rock Bottom and for the information you provided. This does make me realize i did have a “rock bottom” of sorts when i decided to get clean. I was i regular user of club drugs, mostly MDMA. I was getting from this same guy for the longest time and eventually stopped testing what i was buying. What i hadn’t realized was that towards the end of me using, he was supplying me with PCP instead of MDMA. At this point i went from using every weekend to using every day, even at work (in small doses). The combination of stress from my Gender Dysphoria and the over abundance of drugs in my system i eventually had a mental break down. At this point i reached out to my older brother for help. I explained to him what had been going on and told him how I have always desired to be a woman and that i have been struggling with addiction. My brother handled it really well and as my parents were away on vacation he moved me into his house temporarily. While living with him I was still struggling with my drug addiction. I was in a bad way and he had to take to a local hospital for detox and evaluation. At this time I hated him for it, but it was what I needed. At this point I turned my life around, quit drugs (well still working on it) and started my life over again as Ashley…
Thanks for Listening
~ Ashley Marie