Day 1… I was scared and alone. Not sure how I was going to do it. Not sure if I even wanted to do it. Didn’t want to face my demons or have to carry my studded cross for everyone to see. Was embarrassed of myself that I was going to be sober. Worried about what everyone would think of me.
Day 30… All I can say is WOW! Things have changed so much and they have all changed for the BETTER! My thought process back on day one was so convoluted and twisted. I am growing and learning every day. I have definitely had struggles but I am getting stronger every day. I have faith in myself and I know that I CAN DO THIS!