Hi buddy; doing good over here! I miss you, glad you’re doing great over there!
I went on a hike to beat this mornings cravings/nicotene withdrawels. An aggressive steep trail hike.
I pushed myself and hiked uphill as fast as I could. Each time I paused to catch my breath it helped me mentally. I left my phone and cameras home. I usually smoke when I use them. I’m trying to retrain my habits.
Smoking has become so engraved in every pause I take in life.
I made it about half way up the mountain. I enjoyed the scenery for a while. I focused on the smells of the forest. I know my senses will improves as they heal. I’m looking forward to that.
I’m home now. I made it past the store without caving.
I have been doing some painting to help keep my hands busy. It helps alot. I’m not leaving my place for the rest of the day.
I made it 26 days a couple of years ago. I started crabbing with a boat full of smokers. I have been smoking since.
I fixed alot emotional wreckage from the past since I quit drinking. Smoking became an even bigger crutch while I did that. It’s time to throw away the crutches!
Day one is going successfully. Thanks for checking !
Day 1239! Living on life’s terms today. Couldnt ride my bike today but i get to BBQ and hang out with my kid. Also got to lay in my hammock today! Might do that again. Who knows! Enjoying my sober life today. Love you all!
Glad it was a good day. It’s tough but worth it for sure! Keep pushing and knock that one more thing off of your list.
your looking well mate, I’ve not seen a pic of you in ages and your looking a lot healthier and happy. Well done with the smoking too
nobody is happy everyday it’s not normal, it’s just that in sobriety we have to learn to live and deal with the different emotions instead of hiding our head in a bottle or a bag. Congrats on your 3 months BTW that’s brilliant, well done
yessss!!!
you look serene in this. usually I see you are at work or gym hyped so good to see the results in this pic
Im def having a serenity filled day! Wouldnt trade it for the world.
Surgery Finished…GRATITUDE is the ATTITUDE I Choose!
Lady pulled-out blocking my route of travel, causing me to impact (40 MPH)/go airborne/flip over her vehicle.
Result
- Compound fracture (right ankle)
- Dislocated right thump
- Severe internal bruising (right femur & pelvic bones
- Aftermarket motorcycle totaled
- “Response” VICTORY
- Humbled for/by the Continued GRACE in my Life!!!
***Update (12/3/22) Full range of Motion for injured body-parts; engaged in physical therapy & normal gym routine!
Yes! I keep having that happen. It freezes and then I can’t scroll or close. Oh well! Just glad to have it!
Oh my gosh! Wishing you a speedy recovery!
Right??? I was like Mmyeah don’t care if my phone crashes I’m loving this community connection at all costs lol. But yup exactly. K I’m going to prolly tomorrow send admin a kite and ask if they’re aware- helpful to know it’s more than just me and my phone I’m picking up my new phone tomorrow and thought that was corrected but now I’m saying probably not. Have a wonderful night so glad you’re here
Awe thanks so much!
That’s good to hear
You look great! She’s still absolutely perfect.
Hope you have a quick recovery