Iām using some app for yoga practice and the instructor looks so much like you Kelly! Maybe she is you but I missed some of yours posts when you mentioned you are an instructor.
Iām gonna go now and make screenshot to show you what Iām talking about.
Stay tuned
Lol. That is my Wife. We divorced, but our Church marriage is not cancelled. For me it means a lot. I try to respect it. Many miracles happened in my life, and I believe it was meant for me to meet her.
Higher Power works in mysterious ways. At that time I was practicing Buddhism. Then I was almost killed in a brutal event. Surgeons said it was miracle that I am alive. To be honest at that moments of running for my life I forgot all the mantras - and just started directly talk to God - Creator. Then after surgery at the same way I asked - why I am alive? And then I met my wife. She worked at Church but I did not knew that at the moment. Many things changed in my life since those events and it is still changing.
I say this with utmost respect, you have the absolute best IDGAF face I knowā¦ hopefully you donāt find that insulting as itās not meant in that way.
Thankyou so much
Everything was a struggle. I wanted to die of alcohol poisoning - I didnāt realise that actually takes quite a long time until it takes no time at all. The only reason I didnāt take a huge heroin overdose was because I was scared it wouldnāt work and Iād become a heroin addict again. I used to be ashamed of saying that butā¦ the fear is very real.
Having a girls day out with my Auntie. I really need this day out, been so stressed lately. 83 degrees here today. Going to be a beautiful day. Have a blessed sober day everyone. Much love to you all