Yeah, I was all like that too. Haha, I kept asking people, “what day, what day?” Everyone was like, “dude, whatever day. The taper doesn’t count as using, you struggled every second.” I felt like I needed some kind of validation or some shit. God those days were awful! So glad I at least got confidence in sobriety now.
I saw the thread about your one year party. I thought it was cool as hell! I should plan something like that.