4 month and 9 days ago I decided to quit my life long addiction (weed) again. My biggest motivation to quit was because me and my girlfriend were expecting our second child. I wanted to be full and strong for him so I quit 1month before his birth. By the time he arrived I was already over the worse. I kept fighting hard to better myself and not go back and fail any further. My child, my baby boy was my biggest motivation. But nothing could have prepared me for what happened, on the 4th July my son passed away at the tender age of 3 months. I’m currently shattered into pieces but I want to stick to this for him even more now.
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hey, that’s so terrible. I am so sorry. I hope you find the strength in you to honour yourself in that way and pursue sobriety while your heart begins to cope with this loss.
maybe a grief group would be something to do. talk to others who have gone through what you and your partner are experiencing now. my deepest condolences.
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I really don’t know what to say. Absolutely devastating.
Nothing prepares you for a child entering your world… But truly nothing prepares you for that child leaving your world.
Wishing you strength and peace.
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Im thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.
Im glad your here in a supportive environment.
Im here if you ever need to talk and im sorry this has happened, its very heartbreaking.
I have you all in my prayers 
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I am so sorry for your loss… I can’t imagine your pain. Stay strong for him.
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