Dreamt last night I relapsed, and had to restart ST, and everyone was angry at me.
So weird because,
A, I didn’t relapse,
B, I not such a frequent poster that people would care that much,
C, People are usually supportive if someone relapses,
Just my fear of failure and overly people-pleasing tendancies rearing their heads in my sleep.
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I dreamed about drinking last night… Not my DOC. With me it came from stress irl. I guess
It just happens to remind me to stay clean 
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I rarely remember my dreams. Last night I dreamt I was a personal (clothes) shopper for Hillary Clinton 
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Oh I remember once dreaming that I forgot I was sober so just drank out of habit. I was so distraught over needing to reset. I contemplated lying on TS and NOT resetting but the guilt was too much.
Then I woke up.
Part of me felt so glad that if hadn’t happened but another part of me was so upset that in my subconscious I was going to lie about drinking. I know a Dream isn’t real but was it acting out what I wanted to do???
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I dream quite a bit about drinking and being terrified about it. I’m not scared at all about the tracker. It’s about the past consequences of my drinking.
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Did you check her email 
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This is so relatable!
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