Starting again day 3 cancelled

tomorrow i will hate myself when i wake up … i don’t want to but at 7 am when my 1 yr old wakes and i dont want to get up it will hit me. i went nearly 58 hours without drinking or coke. And now I’m not the worst I’ve been but the feeling is always the same … why. why cant i just be the mum my kids need the ones i see all the time day to day. why is wine my best friend. why am i so destructive. i feel like i need a physical meeting. zoom and online aint helping. i am trying to change but it is so easy to give in

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Wine was my go to during the day while working from home and my kids knew I was drinking. Don’t give up. I do zoom meetings every day, and while not the same as in person, it does help. If you can meet other sober people for coffees or walks in the park on a regular basis, that would help. I am sorry you are struggling today, but you don’t have to keep this up. It can and does get better.

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