Starting all over

I almost hate this process, as many times as I’ve tried and failed… I always tend to give in to my emotions and relapse, keeping me at ground zero… I just want to move forward and be happy again… I so desperately need to be me without feeling like others want an apology for it… How do I love me enough to get through this with my history of everyone I love teaching me how to hate me instead??? This is the loneliest I’ve ever been!!! images%20(22)

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Try a meeting they might help you stay sober wish you well

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Thank you… I’ve been thinking the same… But, up here where I live, it’s alot of the same people from the past, just one degree away from active use… Still, it sounds like it’s worth a shot… I appreciate you!!!

When i went to my first meeting many moons ago now ,there was people there from my school days but i want to stop drinking and it didnt matter to me who was there and it worked and still is all these years later wish you well