Of course I fall off of the bandwagon thinking no, I don’t have a problem…so I drank with my husband and here I am again trying. I made a complete fool out of myself. I can’t believe myself! I feel so disgusted with myself. Why can’t I do things right and just stay on a good path? I’m just going to have to try again but this time stick to it. I have to accept the fact that I can’t be a drinker. I can’t have that moment in time where my brain zones out or I get bored and say why not? Back on the wagon and here we go.
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As Long as you keep fighting for recovery it is possible . IT would be for the best for you Not to drink. You do got a choice, im sure u know that. Dont beat your self to hard, change is hard but what do you got to loose . You will feel better and souroundings will benefit too .
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Thank you. This time around I’m going to do me and work my hardest not to fall back into old patterns. I’ve grabbed a journal to write in when I’m bored at night and am currently compiling a list of things I can do to keepe busy at night.
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