For the past 11 years I was off and on with drugs I even went so down hill I tried to commit suicide by cutting my wrist I almost succeeded until my now ex husband stopped me he went into the store and I was extremely high and falling into a depression because how he treated me I decided I was gonna cut myself because I liked the pain of it well I put the razor blade back into the console as he was walking to the car and when he got in he seen blood on my sweater turned my arm over and pulled up my sleeve to my sweater and was so mad he would not talk to me for 3 days