Your doing amazing well done, so glad you got some sleep that so makes a difference mentally, did you stop taken the pregabalin??
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Yes I did stop it and I’m 15 days today! 
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I’m doing a little better ! Actually the symptoms seem to be lessening a tiny bit at a time. I’m 15 days today !
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Omg you’re slaying that fucking dragon. I’m so proud of you, I have goose bumps. Keep it up!!!
Have you been listening in on meetings?
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Thanks so much:) last week I had very little hope that I was gona make it this far without taking any steps back, but I just pressed on and here I am!! my sleep is still shitty… I stay awake for a few days and then crash … but most of the physical symptoms have lessened … i don’t want to jinx myself but it’s been pretty tolerable the past day or two… not much nausea or muscle pains … still have some RLS at night but I actually feel like it may be improving! I also take the magnesium every day !! And Yes! I have been listening in and it’s been helping a lot and most importantly thank you to all those that have been so helpful and supportive… when I initially reached out on this app, I didn’t think I was gona make it …and I know I still have a ways to go but I truly couldn’t have done it without everyone on here 
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Also I had a little more energy yesterday so went and got a tattoo for my son !! Just a little something to help keep me motivated and remind me of the path I want to be on ! his name is Jax so i thought this was cute lol
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I am glad this has turned around for you. I remember that feeling very well. I also felt fucking hopeless wasn’t able to even make it a hour without using. It was a painful ride I just wanted off of. Feels so good to wake up now and just go about a day free from the binds. I want that freedom for you too so keep pressing forward even if your symptoms flare up again don’t lose that hope. Just keep hanging on.
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I will thank you 
… I feel like if I can make it thru the first two weeks, I can continue to push on.
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Cute!!!
Love it, and love his name.
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Thanks so much
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Erjade 
I was reading your posts other day as I was in same posistion I was 5 days into espranor detox and had a silly little bit in a draw and ended up caving yesterday morning g 
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I have no more slivers left and am expecting a ruff ride the next few days I’m just so gutted I took that little bit or I would of been ending day 6 now but now feel I back to square 1
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So glad u finally slept last night I slept but for all the wrong reasons . Well looks like I over the worst so very well done you 
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Say that again!!!
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Well done you what was the worst days 5 and 6 ?
You got this!!! I just went through this, and am 3 days away from day 60. I empathize with what your feeling and just want to give you a some helpful advice. Showers work wonders, vitamins help, and melatonin got me through some really bad nights. The restless leg syndrome is absolute brutal and lasted almost 30 days for me. The worst of the withdrawal for me was up until about day 15 where it was bad, but I noticed I was suffering less and less and it became more bearable. Mood swings and anxiety are absolutely terrible. Once you hit day 25 you’ll be so glad you made it out. If I can recommend anything, it’s keeping yourself and your brain occupied. Take it one day at a time, I laid in bed for almost the first 10 days because the depression and withdrawal was horrible. You can do this!!! You’ll be so happy when it’s over, and you get your life back. If you need anything don’t hesitate to reach out to anyone on here. It was a huge relief to know I wasn’t alone and bad people to talk to on here. This site worked wonders for my early stages.
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Ddmark thankyou for the advice yes mate I’ve got no choice it’s come to a point in my life where I have to sort myself because I no I have a good loving family and life away from this shit
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Omg That’s exactly how I felt !! … I didn’t think I was gona make it if I had it on me, so I got rid of it all… I was panicking after I did thinking oh my god what if I can’t do it without a piece or a chip but I’m glad I was able to stick it out… at least ur trying !! Still something to be proud of ! you will be able to do it … if I can, I have faith that u can too!
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I swear I was reading your posts thinking I better Chuck it away but I actually done this about 12 years ago and wen I decided to stop one night I still had 18 mg in me pocket I was in prison and managed to stop it so I never thought I would take it and had it there for peace of mind but all day I was saying to myself throw it away because I was reading your posts and because before I done it and still had some some how thought I could again now I’m laying here tossing and turning again 1 night in and should be 6 or 7 now
Anyway enough about me so glad u made it u deserve better than that shit xx
How do I feel today ? Hope it’s getting easier day by day x
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And I took the silliest but I swear it wernt 1mg I’m really beating meself about it but hey ho no good crying over spilt milk
I am determined tho and WILL do it this time u watch me
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I love the determination.
In order for me to have any success I had to do something different than what I had done before. Might be something to consider for yourself if you find you’re struggling again.
Don’t ever give up, you deserve the freedom.
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