Swimming in it..again

Hello. Im new here..Im joining this app after a relapse, of 3yrs 8 months sober.

Incredibly disappointed in myself. Hoping supportgroups will help me stay focused.

Here’s to day 3…

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Welcome! Glad to hear you’re on your way back to feeling better.

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Thank you i appreciate that. :slightly_smiling_face:

Welcome Ali! Glad u found us! Im sorry to hear about ur relapse :frowning: I too relapsed at around 3 years clean and sober (this was in 2014). It felt super disappointing for sure, but try not to let it bring u down. Addiction wants us to feel shame and guilt. In sobriety we focus on the present moment. All we have is today! Plus… u havent lost everything uv learned over those 3.8 years. So use that knowledge and pick urself up again :slight_smile: Hope to see u posting more! :dizzy:

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Hi @Aquapixe ! Well done for getting back at it. I’m so glad you found us. This place is my main sober support, I come here everyday. Lean on us… we all understand where you’re at and if we do this together we are stronger for it. It’s great to have you here, well done on 3 days! Look forward to seeing you around :heart::smiling_face::folded_hands:t2:

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Its all part of the process, friend. Dont be down on yourself. One day at a time!

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Thank you. I know..but..im working on it. Iv been trying to stay busy, stop doom scrolling and spending my time in my happy place, in my hulahoop.

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Thank you🫶

Thank you, yes. Definitely trying to use my previous experience. Plus finally added some therapy :relieved_face:

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Welcome to the community Ali :hugs: So grateful that you have found us. This is a very supportive and loving community.

You have not lost your tools and routines set in place in your sobriety. Well done on day 3! Keep stacking up the days - ODAAT :muscle: :hugs:

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Have you tried going to 12 step meetings in your area?

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No I have no way of attending. Im looking into NAMI online. I could definitely use the ppl connection as im incredibly isolated as I lost my ability to drive.

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@Aquapixe be very welcome :hugs: my friend. You are here and that’s means a lot

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Search the various threads around the forum…lots to read, participate in.

Be well :slight_smile:

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