I wanted to make aware all of the temptations we face as recovering addicts. Sometime they are worse than others. I can’t let the ideas that tempt me in my addictive behaviors get to big. The way I let them manifest in my mind plays a huge part in how hard they are to overcome. Every minute I spend sobor my addiction is refusing to die by doing push-ups and trying to beat me back into submission. Yesterday had some serious temptations. I made it through with knowing I owe it to the ones I love to be accountable. And I don’t want to break the heart of my daughter or my girlfriend by telling them I did something dumb. I stayed strait and get to be accountable by showing them what they see is what they get. I’m proud of myself and today I have no work so I’m going to hold on to strength I gained yesterday and use it for the times I get week today. 78 days today. I refuse to be tempted by this addition. It can’t have what God has given me. My soul. God bless everyone. Be strong
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78 days wow ! Keep up the good work 
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