I’ve been pretty quiet on here about my journey lately. But I’ve made it to day 9 of sobriety. I’ve been running and playing tennis. Going to start weight training soon, and I feel great. My brag is that last night my husband asked me if I wanted a drink, like he does every time he goes to get one, which makes it hard sometimes. I said yes I did, and then thought about how I would feel, how I would sleep, how I would wake up, and quickly changed my mind and said no. He got back from the store and decided it would be fun to fight. He was just cruel. I can’t tell you guys how good it feels to not wake up feeling guilty, or regretful for the things I may have said or done had I been drinking. Do i feel good about it? No, I feel absolutely terrible with the things that were said to me. But there is a small win in knowing I wasn’t the problem. There’s a win in waking up today and not feeling like I should just cry and apologize. Baby steps.