Hey @Maria how u doing?
Where are the other OGs at? @Marisim, @SoulSearcher? How you doing?
Im okay. Hope you feel better soon
Day 3 done. Morning of day 4. The first time I stopped drinking, it was difficult to relax when I got in bed. My legs just wanted to fidget. Once this passed, sleep was good. When I have reset, it was because I had 2 or 3 drinks in one day. Then right back on the wagon. No sleep problems when that happens.
Good to hear! How many days are you at now?
Hey, soā¦ life is SO busy. I donāt have time to check in like I used to. Iām ok. I havenāt been great but Iām beginning to get back on the better me path. We are settling into our new routine and things are smoother. I feel like Iāve disappointed you guys by disappearing but I have had to say no to some things to make my life less chaotic. Best love to you guys. I really hope you are well and I am thinking of you from a distance!
Hope you come back like before soon
Glad to hear you are still on the bumpy path, these are not easy times for sure. I canāt even imagine with young ones at homeā¦ Take care!
I was at 3 complete days when I wrote the above post. Drank last night so back to working on day 1.
Maybe change your name from āThreeā to āThree hundredā, lol Seems to be a self fulfilling prophecy!
You can do this! One day at a time. Iām on Day 3 right now. My brain is starting to tell me I can have a drink but Iām going to stay distracted by having a bath and reading a book tonight instead.
Howās everyone doing today? Iām feeling pretty sluggish to be honestā¦ but I did manage a short walk with the dog this afternoon.
we miss you here but happy to hear from you. you āsoundā a bit more at ease. good for you. all the rest will come. and no apologies.
hey hey! had a good night sleep which rarely happens. I always then feel like a totally diferent person. like I am a kid again. excited for a new day. and I can use that in my new motivation of staying sober. I talked to doktors about it. coming clean, even thought the amounts never seem to worry a doktor. I need to now to save my life. now I do not have the dog I can start taking the meds I was prescriped. testing 2 types with slim chances but what ifā¦ something helps for the pain. then I would never even have to drink again How are you now?
Thank you for the encouragement! Day 3 is when my will power starts to go down. I will need to be busy!
Iām doing good, also slept good last night although had weird dreams. Dreamt about a poltergeist in my house which ended up being 2 little dogsā¦ and then also dreamt about jumping off of a cruise ship and falling like 15 stories into the ocean. Super strange.
I made it through day 3, just starting day 4. I didnāt end up having a bath or reading last night so thatās on the radar for tonight. Last night I went to bed early and watched YouTube videos for an hour before bed and was asleep by about 10 pm.
Well that is an interesting dreamā¦ no need for Netflix anymore
Hope everyone is good - feeling my group of troopers is gone