Not sure how to approach this feeling, like I am missing out on something… This year i have planned trips and festivals, but i am planning to visit them sober. Why do i get the feeling that I will be missing out on something? Last year I did those things drunk and why am I am so fondly remembering how I spent my first night abroad in a festival blacking out and spending the night in a hospital tent because i couldn’t find my tent/stuff anymore? How is that normal?why do I feel I will miss this, that being sober there will be boring. I mean, that is actually horrific, to black out there alone like that. Yet I still feel this is what I want? (The next day I drank too much and was throwing up and feeling bad in general. So why am I missing this?)
I get your point, I also feel that way. I sort of feel that it is actually boring to be sober. Last night went out for supper booze was flowing, I enjoyed myself to a point.
Only real positive is no hangover and not much else
Well for me another positive thing would be no blackouts and potentially hurting myself. That is IF i drink too much (and lately that was all i did). I just worry, because i am an introvert and alcohol actually helps me communicate with others and have fun, i will be super bored and anxious to do anything at those festivals and trips… 
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