It’s more like a slow jog than a run tbh. And once I’ve gone a few hundred metres I’m sweating anyway so the rain doesn’t make much difference. 
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Yes but I would be swearing at the rain the whole time
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Heya beautiful people. Just coming back from work… Now I could be really lazy or go for my run??? I Dont know what to do🤔
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Yeah… Thursday was last one. Mon or Tues next one.
Yeah. Work in progress. I really want this to become the new normal. How’s things with you today?
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What did you decide?
Just saw this post @anon35096624 didn’t mean to ignore you. I’m still struggling but feeling a bit better after my AA meeting this morning. I totally ugly cried and broke down on them. Got lots of hugs and encouragement after the meeting. I really don’t want to be an alcoholic or have this problem I can’t deny that I have. I’m angry about it. And now that I’m not numbing the pain of betrayal with alcohol it’s in my face every single damn day and I’m hurting. I also think I need to have visit with my psychiatrist about my antidepressant because I’m wondering how not drinking is affecting my meds. I feel depressed a lot and I’m taking a lot of meds for that. I feel like a mess. But I’m trying to put on a happy face for my family & do the things that still need to be done to maintain my household. The process sucks. That’s where I’m at.
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Hi… I posted an update. I went and I’m a certified mess today. Pressing on. How’s it for you?
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Appreciate knowing that it does get better. I feel like a crazy person again and I don’t know if I have the capacity to fight crazy on top of the alcohol. I need my meds to work. Thank you so much for the encouragement. 
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I’m not gonna insult you with my words of wisdom, I just need you to know that we hold a place for you in our hearts, your doing so well to remain sober, this is your success even if your not feeling it right now. Hugs. You should feel honoured, that’s the first HUGS I’ve ever wrote. x
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I AM honored and appreciate all of your words. That just about made me cry. A good kind of cry.
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Sending you one now There’s enough for everyone. I love hugs.
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No one is getting one, not ever, it’s yours
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No sorry, I’ve made my promise and she is worth every bit of it.
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Good morning dot. What will you do with your Sunday ?
That looks delicious!
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Spicy !!! Enjoy your day 
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Good morning everyone. Have a lovely Sunday !