The nights are the worst when kicking so so sick

I hate not being able to sleep I’ve been here befor my 19th time trying to kick n it rally is the worst case of I’ve been here before well time to feel sick again for nothing if I’m Hana end up in the same damn place ugh I’m sick of being sick I want my life back I want take a time machine and go back four years and never touch dope . I want move forward and pick up my life it seems like a losing battle more then I can handle but I have to do it this time or I will die very soon . Anyone else feel like this

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