The dark corupte power of alcohol after my father passed away i started to have massive panic attack, depression, fear and a feeling of pressure, to be honest with you alcohol temporarily took does issues and resolved them temporarily, then is when i got hooked the sensation of being in control was huge for me.
However in the process i got fat, stupid and addicted to alcohol
So I’m trying to meditate to get that power naturally.
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Think we tend to give it to much power or credit. Deep down we all wanna feel numb to certain feelings so we run to what suit us best. Like you said it took away these emotions for a while now you’re trying to face’em and deal with them in a different way. Showing that alcohol doesn’t have that power over you
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