Ok third eye. Since starting to bring attention to you, I was sent into a frenzy. I had to look into why this was so.
There is such a thing as an overactive third eye. http://www.chakras.info/overactive-third-eye-chakra/
and it can fuuuuuck you up, cause a lot of psychological and psychic distress. I was being overwhelmed with thoughts, directions and visions. If not grounded, an active third eye can make you go cray.
supposedly common when opening the third eye, but not being grounded enough in other areas of energy fields. Reading through the article, they say ground your heart chakra to bring balance of compassion and navigate through threats. This spoke directly to me.
I decided to take a test to look into what was off balance , and sure enough i scored high in an unbalanced heart. http://www.chakras.info/heart-chakra/
The heart chakra is the ability to love oneself, to relate to others, to forgive, the ability to grieve and make the proper integration of insights. If there is blockage, there is jealousy, codependency, closed down and withdrawn. This is my experience.
I’m trying to get sober and grieve/heal at the same time. I can’t activate the third eye because I have not been able to do this.
I’m tired of being in the position of victim and hurting from past pain. My heart just still struggles.
Discussing why I struggle is too painful. But it’s probably more about practicing forgiveness, engaging in activities that feed my heart, learn to receive love (I have a hard time with this), and cultivate an appreciation for beauty.
Kind of interesting how all roads always lead me back to my heart. And Im always a grump cat (no) when it does this. But it was dangerous to venture to the third eye, obvs, and I need to move towards the heart.
Shit might get more real now…