To be honest with my self I dont wanna be alive no more

Just over life in general

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Why? You always get a second chance. It’s called tomorrow.

1-800-273-8255 just in case. You’re worth more to the world in it, than out.

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Life can be tough at times but you’re stronger than you think. Keep your head up and Hit that reset button

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I hate myself I have nothing or no one left the world would be better without me in it yeah I’m sober but I’m still a worthless peice of shit my own dam parents didnt even like me enough to stick around

Also, check out “Grit” by Angela Duckworth. It all about the power of perseverance in the face of all obstacles. You can find a way to get through whatever you’re dealing with and come out the other side stronger.

Grit: The Power of Passion and Perseverance Grit - Kindle edition by Duckworth, Angela. Health, Fitness & Dieting Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com.

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I really hope you know that you’re not alone on this site.
When I decided the same thing I had to consider the problems that I would leave behind me for other people. Didn’t stop the feeling I had but it delayed it and I’ve come through the other side better than ever.

Sending kindness to you :heart:

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It’s a shotgun in my mouth kind of moment to much of a pussy to pull the trigger

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I see it differently. I think that you’re too strong to pull any trigger.

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Do you have a purpose? Something your working towards, or something you feel you need to contribute to? Somewhere, somebody needs what only you can offer. Doesn’t need to be huge in scope, it can just be “I want to give back to my community” or “I want to make something of myself to show my parents how wrong they were.”

Any time I felt hopeless, it was because I forgot what my purpose was. I don’t know the specifics of your situation, but hope is everywhere. Opportunity is everywhere. Sometimes, you just gotta make it yourself. And that takes staying around till tomorrow to see it :sunglasses::point_right:t3::point_right:t3:

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You absolutely have worth on this planet, to make ur journey, find ur own happiness. Please call a number and talk to someone.

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You don’t want to pull the trigger, because somewhere deep down you don’t want to die. I was in the medical field for 10 years, and saw my fair share of suicide attempt survivors. They all said that as soon as they put their plan in motion, they instantly knew that they didn’t want to die, they just wanted the pain to stop.

What you can do today, right now, is find a reason to stay alive till tomorrow morning.

It can be as simple as, “I gotta water my plants tomorrow.”

You’re stronger than you know. Even if you don’t think so. You don’t know how strong you are until you don’t have an option.

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1-800-273-8255

Call this number, bro. It’s the national suicide hotline. Someone will listen and help you way faster than any of us can. Or just call 911. Seeking help is a sign of strength and self-awareness

You got this.

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I’m sorry I ain’t trying to bbn other anyone I have no family left or anyone to talk to

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You’re not. That what this board is for! We all just want to help in any way we can. You’re not a burden in any way, shape, or form.

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We have all the time in the world for you. Someone will always be here for you in this community. Stay strong my friend sending you lots of love :heart:🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

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I’m just at a point where I think my kids would be better off without me my wife tells me every chance she gets that she hate me I still love her been together 17 years she cheated on me even and I’m raising the baby as my own he is my son he has my last name and she still tells me she hates me and I’m worthless and I dont deserve to be loved I’m sorry to put this all.put there

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It’s good you’re here Kevin. I’m glad you are. And glad you are talking. I know life sucks big time at times. We’re here for you but just to let you know there is professional help too, which might be a good idea to get in touch with the way you are feeling. You are not alone friend.

It sounds like you really need someone to talk to. We are here and while this can be a good place to reach out, you may prefer to speak with someone in person. Please consider talking with someone about these dark thoughts…they are there to help and listen… And I’m not sure where you are so I’ll give you some different options.

United States

Crisis Text Line

Crisis Text Line is the free, 24/7, confidential text message service for people in crisis. Text HOME to 741741 in the United States.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
In USA, text 741 741
or call 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255)

Canada
(Canada Suicide Prevention Service | Crisis Services Canada)

Call 1.833.456.4566
Text 45645

UK

Samaritans UK - Call 116 123 any time, whatever you’re going through.
(Also see https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/if-youre-having-difficult-time/other-sources-help/ for a list of other organisations offering specialist support)

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Nah, you’re fine. Better out, than hold it in. Holding it in is what got you here. I understand the pain of loving someone who doesn’t love you back. The best thing may be to just walk away.

Negative feelings like this are indicators. They’re telling you something is wrong and needs to change.

Think of your kids. I grew up without a father in the picture and it fucking sucked. Your kids will always be better off with you in their life. If you asked them right here right now, if they would want you gone, I can guarantee they’d say no.

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28 days ago you were a lot more positive. Can you get back there?
I’m glad you’re here. This is a community of people who care for you.
Also you have the 800 number or 911 help.
Keep yourself safe whatever you have to do, please.
What’s happened in the last 28 days? If you feel like sharing.
Edit. I wrote this but posted it in the older thread accidentally. I see that you did say some of the things that were bothering you

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We been arguing and I still think she may be useing but anytime I cant hold it in and say something she blows up I dont think I have it in me to jus walk away we got three babys 2 4 15

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