Rigorous honesty, it hard to be completely honest about our sickness. I messaged up 6 days into not using, I screwed up. Then then two days after that I used again. I used for about 16 hrs. straight. My employer was worried about me, so they came knowing on my door several times. I never opened, I was high and extremely paranoid. I asked my son to get a ride home from work cuz I couldn’t drive. My son got a ride to my job not knowing that I wasn’t there. My boss brought him home, this time I had to open the door. I lost my, a good job. More then that I believe I lost more of my son. This morning I went and talked to my employer. They wanted to pray for me and offer me some help, and also they wanted me to know that I still had a job if I wanted it. I am grateful to God for the things work out somethings. I was rigorously honest with them. I shared with how I have been using ever since they hired 6 months ago. But I had been hiding it from them. Now that they are aware there’s no hiding it, they want to help me. I need the help. I also met some new people with clean time. Thank you for read, and spending time with my story…
Hope u r feeling betrer … maybe its a good thing your boos knows so u can get support. I confessed to my boss only a week ago about my using and hes been great. Im glad my work know cos it makes me more determined to prove to them i am in recovery and i wont let them down like i did in the past . I hope it works out for u x
Thank you Natnat for your support and feedback. I pray that things just work out for both of us. Once again thank you for your feedback
How lucky you are with a employer like that! Wow! The more reason to give this opportunity everything you’ve got! Take any help you can get!
Maybe look for NA/AA or SMART as extra help?
I hope you can built up the relationship with your son again, it’s hard for our family to see us under influence and damage their trust in us.
Hang in there 
Thank you too Buts, and yes I do feel very fortunate to have found such understanding people to work for. l am going to find me a N/A group, but I’ve never heard of the SMART program I’ll look into this. Thank you so much