So today I’m checking in because I feel good enough to speak on it but for the 9 or 10 years I was in an emotionally abusive relationship and that definitely challenged my sobriety, sanity and my peace of mind and in the of course of my journey (4 years) everything about this relationship made me feel unstable and like I couldn’t be out in my own or like it was impossible until I started therapy at the end 2025 and after my last update(the person I was with kicked me out definitely a blessing, while I was at work and told my mother he didn’t kick me when in fact his done this multiple times, idk if I posted it but I think I updated when I was in a homeless shelter and still I walked on eggshells even there I didn’t feel safe!
the last few years have been hellish and I’m getting hope little by little because of all the support I have in my life,friends and loved ones!