Ended up using after writing out all this ish that I thought cleared my head. Went to a meeting and shared feeling better.
Here, this helps me remember to learn
Thanks.
Right now I can’t seem t wrap my head around the fact I decided to completely quit and God I now I’d do it, for all the reasons good in life, but something aboutt accepting it so fast, and for lack of wanting t start an arguement I will just say I don’t now what to do.
I’m perplexed.
We are all humans. Sobriety / clean living is tough. Its a disease we battle. Relapse rates for people with heart disease and diabetes are often worse than sustance abuse. But we are people, not relapse rates.
Reset the watch and stay tough!
I made a meeting today and I had no ride I actually used Uber no money in my account and my bank card I don’t have overdraft and somehow I got a ride I guess it was a godsend.
Happy be sober today also thanks for the kind words peace and love.!