This morning i face my fears. Amongst all the other things going on in my life… I have to visit my grandfather who just tried to kill himself. My father, no where to be found… Has no idea his father is in the hospital and no idea he is close to death. The responsibility of life lead me to my sobriety. I cant turn into my father… A run away drunk who would rather hit another pipe than claim his daughter… I cant turn into my mother who finds only comfort in men whiskey and sexual endevors. i cannot take the route of my papa… As easy as death sounds… I am not a coward. I will face this day head on. I will make it through… Even if its only every 10 seconds… I know i can make it. I one day want to be a proud sober mother who loves amd cares unconditionally for her children… This is my journey… This is my day 2. I put my faith into gods work… And i will trust myself to make the right decisions. Live long and prosper. Good luck with your sobriety friends.
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I want thank you @Anastasia_Geness_Bul for your story , i understand its tough on you at this point . You are terminated thats awesome .i hope you will find your inner peace ,stay strong girl 
good luck on visit your grandfather . Family are important . Do things that do your good. Stay focused stay sober